Both Ukrainian women and I decide to have our 11th digital meeting today (May 12) instead of postponing it to 2 weeks later. Our reason is that I have to work next Sunday unfortunately. I am less than pleased with my job of 2 years. However, I am always thrilled to talk to them on Skype again.
The details of our communication are given below:
Beginning of chat
Luckily, we begin our Skype meeting around 3:00 PM (10:00 PM where they are). I am glad to do this before they go to asleep and perhaps wake up early the next day for their jobs. I am also happy to see Viktoria again. Although I am not honestly impressed with her hairstyle, I choose to ignore how I feel and focus primarily on her personality. I always realize that who she is internally is more important than how she looks. I would rather be with a woman like her instead of committing or marrying a woman who is very concerned or obsessed with her appearance. If the looks of the very attractive lady fade or I eventually lose interest in her, then I might feel stuck in a relationship with her. The possibility that she becomes shallow or Americanized is going to make me feel worse.
Middle of chat
Viktoria, Elizabeth, and I move forward to the next topic – sports. I am pleased to hear that Viktoria goes to the gym regularly or occasionally. Imagining that I am with a athletic female like her just attracts me more to her. Thus, I want to be as physically active as she is. The result is that we are equal and more drawn to each other.
When Elizabeth says that I look sporty, I do not believe her at first. But, maybe I am very fit thanks to my mediocre job. I may not enjoy labeling, picking up, and shipping boxes of different sizes, weight, etc. 5 days per week. I however am thankful to God for the job of 2 years anyway. Plus, I am happy that I do not get sick or hurt there often and that I do not have to go to an expensive hospital consequently. Because I still earn a low income, I really need to save it for my return trip to Odessa, Ukraine, upcoming college classes, and other things.
A few minutes later, we discuss how and where Viktoria and I want to spend time together once I return to their country. I respond by talking about taking Viktoria to a beach, mall, different restaurants, and maybe another Ukrainian city (e.g. Nikolaev). If this special time between us does actually happen, I would neither forget it nor experience it with another woman ever. She would probably feel the same way too.
I can truly be impatient when it comes to going back overseas and seeing beautiful women in person again. Nonetheless, I am willing to wait due to an old saying. Nothing good would occur in my life if I rush or do something impulsive.
Ending of chat
After I receive a goodbye kiss from Viktoria and end the video call, I immediately text Elizabeth about the days (probably 12 in total) I would spend in their country. I want them to surely know that I am returning there in the middle of August. Sending them a digital copy of my upcoming flight schedule is a big advantage. It feels great to be honest with them regardless of the consequences. I thus let Elizabeth (via WhatsApp) know about my opinion of Viktoria’s current hairstyle. I ask Elizabeth if she can ask Viktoria about changing her hairstyle to a ponytail type. Elizabeth promises that Viktoria would do it for our next Skype chat.
No matter what I face in my mediocre life, I can always think or reach out to both Ukrainian women for encouragement. They indeed give me more hope than anyone else at home does. If I have never met them at all, I would probably feel worse than I already do.
Viktoria’s birthday is next month. I cannot wait to send Elizabeth extra money online again. The result is that she can give Viktoria some of it as her birthday present.
She would always have a place in my heart whether we become closer or grow apart.
I am the first male to truly care, value, and respect her.
I do not ever want to disappoint or make her feel that she is not good enough.
She is an attractive female with a good heart and intentions.
But, she has gone above and beyond with my expectations, needs, or desires.